Hrdaya Se

To every heart my words have torn, I bow with grace, no more forlorn. The wounds I gave, I now release, I turn the page, I choose my peace. Let old entanglements be still, No shadow bends my forward will. From ashes past, a flame shall rise, A brighter sun in clearer skies. I honor silence, pure, profound, Where self and world in peace are bound. No chains remain, no debts to keep, I walk awake from broken sleep. This is no end, but heights untrod— A soul in step with man and God.

Jin bandhanon mein kiya tha aaghaat, Un sabse aaj kshama maangta hoon. Parajay nahin yeh, saahas hai mera, Andhiyaare ko ab main tyaagta hoon. Kal ke dosh jala doon agni mein, Aaj se nayi disha banaaunga. Apne man ki jwaala se hi, Jagat mein shaanti jagaunga. Nahin jhukunga ab apradh-bodh se, Nahin rukunga pashchataap ki raah par. Viraam nahin yeh, ughosh hai mera— “Main chal pada nayi subah ke saath par!”

They once stood close in the pouring rain, Now from afar, they glance with disdain. Like umbrellas, we’re used — then thrown, Drenched in love, but left alone. When they had needs, they spoke my name, But when I wept, I bore the blame. Now bonds with people come and go, Like shifting winds, they cease to show. Those who walked through every bend, At the first stain, met their end. No one asked how far I’d come, A little dirt — and I’m undone. To light the dark, I gave my flame, But with the dawn, you left the same. Now melted wax in shadows lie, Half-burnt, I wait — with a silent cry. I once held words with tender grace, Turned them to letters, soft and chaste. Spoke of pain and whispered scars, But one small scratch — discarded, far. No one looked back — not a trace, Just walked away with colder face. Now “need” defines what we call ties, Once time runs out — the heart denies. But I have learned, through silent art, To smile while torn, and fall apart. I fade into some corner deep, Wh...

Barish mein jo saath the, ab door nazar aate hain, Chaate ki tarah hum bhi, bheeg kar chhod diye jaate hain. Kaam pade to yaad kiya, bheeg gaye to kinaara, Insaanon se rishta bhi ab, mausam jaisa ishaara. Jo har mod par chalkar saath nibhaate hain, Keechad lage to darwaze par utaar diye jaate hain. Na poocha jaata — kitni door chale ho mere saath, Thoda mail kya dikha — ab na aao mere paas. Har andhere ko roshan karne ko tah-e-umr jala, Ek sahar ki kiran dekh, ek jhonke mein tune bujha diya. Aaj kone mein pighla pada hoon, Teri raah takta, adhjala main wahiin khada hoon. Kabhi usne bhi shabdon ko sambhaala, Kisi ka khat banaya, Kabhi kisi ka dard kehta raha, Kabhi ek kharoch kya lagi — kooday mein mujhe phenka gaya, Phir palat kar na kabhi dekha gaya. Zaroorat naam hain rishton ka ab shayad, Waqt beete to wajood mita dena hai logon ki aadat. Hum bhi ab seekh gaye hain — istemaal hokar muskurana, Aur phir kisi kone mein khaamoshi se reh jaana.

I’m tired, longing for a lullaby, a gentle hand to rest my head. My heart is heavy, seeking a shoulder that won’t turn away instead. People surround me, yet I yearn for the ones I can truly call mine. Words keep building up inside, but for a kindred soul, I search through time. There’s silence, there are sobs, the night is dark and deep, Within me lies a broken self, a part of me I no longer keep. Lost in a crowd of faces, I search for who I used to be... Now all I want is to find some dignity in the echo of just my name, quietly. No hunger for love, no thirst for friends remains, Only if someone could read what my silence contains... I long for a breath, a presence— that understands the pain, without asking my name.

Thak gaya hoon, ek thapki, ek lori ki talaash hai. Mann bhar aaya hai, ek sacche kandhe ki talaash hai. Log hain, par "apno" ki talaash hai. Baatein bahut karni hain, par ek saathi ki talaash hai. Khamoshi hai, siskiyaan hain, andheri raat hai, bheetar kahin tooti hui koi zaat hai. Chehron ki bheed mein gum hai meri pehchaan, ab to sirf ek naam mein sharafat ki talaash hai. Na ishq ki, na dosti ki aas hai, beshart koi meri khamoshi padh le, usi shwaas, usi ehsaas ki talaash hai.

Jeevit ko aas hai, Mrit ko na koi pyaas hai. Shvaas chali, seva na phali, Ab mrit-shayya pe pada, Kyon ye ashru ki bauchhaar hai? Haan, neem-si kadvi thi vaani, Prem ki bhaasha kabhi na jaani. Par jisne ki meri seva, Unke rin ka mujhe abhaas hai. Ab antim vidaa ki bela hai aayi, Sabko mere jaane ki badhaayi. Mera antim pranaam sveekaar karo, Katu vachanon ke liye maaf karo. Ab ghar na kisi ka gandaaoonga, Apna lota aur tauliya saath le jaaoonga. Bas ek baat phir dohraaoonga— Ki jo shesh hain, ve vishesh hain. Un shesh ko prem do, sammaan karo, Kyonki— Jeevit ko aas hai, Mrit ko na koi pyaas hai.

Khushiyan na dhoondh gairoñ ki baatoñ mein, Sukoon nahi milta saugaatòñ mein. Mat kar gumaan koi samjhega dard ko, Har chehra nahi waaqif jazbaatoñ mein. Jab tak zaruratein poori hongi, mohabbat rahegi, Tere rukte hi nafrat ki siyasat chalegi. Rishte ab faayde ki zubaan bolte hain, Wafa ab matlab ki saugaat hoti hai.

Kya karoon yaaron aadat se majaboor hoon, Har jhooth ke peechhe kee dekhee hai mainne sachai, Har bharosa kee kimat hai mainne chuukai , Varadaanon mein chhipe shraapon se bhaalibhaatee parichit hoon, Gapashapon ke chuninda muddo mein prachilit hoon, Jo hota dhoka paane vaalon ka khitaab to mashahoor hoon, Kya karoon yaaron aadat se majaboor hoon, Chuskiyon ki mez ho, ya ho dastarkhan, Shubhchintakon ki bheed mein, Dosti ki aad mein, azeezon kay pyaar mein, Kafiron se hamaesha ghira hoon, Sab jaan kar bhi anjaan banata hoon, Muskarahaton ke saath shaboroz milta hoon, Banti, mitati aur phir banti, samandar ke kinaron par ukeri lakir hoon, Kya karoon yaaron aadat se majaboor hoon.

Mere labon ki muskan se ye na samajh lena ke Zindagi Kamil hai, Bas us rab ka naam leta, Uski naimaton ka shukriya ada karta hun, Aur har roz ki tarah is zindagi ke safar par nikal padta hu.

Trishul pe thaame kashi, Kailash ka wo wasi. Poojey jise nar nari, Aisa hai wo tripurari. Thame triloki ki kaman, Kiye jisne hala-hal ka paan. Jataon mein jiske Ganga ki dhar, Shakti hai jiska aadhar. Adi tu Anadi tu, Khand tu Akhand tu, Vyakt tu Avyakt tu, Ant tu Anant tu, Kahne ko ek shabd ek matra hai, Shav se Shiv tak ki yatra hai.

Lo aaj chala main duniya se, Saathi na mila koi dharti par. Jo apna sa lagu tumhe, Do phool chadhana arthi par. Ye maun asthiyan meri ab na tumhe satane aayengi, Apne ghamon ko saath liye yun agni mein jal jayengi. Balkha kar jab dhuna uthe padh lena tum inki bhasha, Yehi meri antim abhilasha, bas yehi meri antim abhilasha.

Must-E-Guroor Ki Taqat Ka Gumaan, Kuchh Is Kadar Tha. Lagta Tha Har Cheez Mere Kaboo Mein Hai. Par Is Reg-E-Waqt Ki Fitrat, Kuchh Is Kadar Hogi Ye Andaza Na Tha. Ke Mai Ise Samet ney Mein Laga Hun, Aur Ye Kambakht Fisalti Hi Ja Rahi Hai.  

Khuli qitab na ban, wo kab tere raaz padh jayenge tujhe ilm na hoga. Tujhe jaan, teri hi hasi udayenge tujhe ilm na hoga. Khuli qitab na ban, wo kab teri kahani jaan jayenge tujhe ilm na hoga. Chuskiyon ki mez pe, kab charche ka vishay banayenge tujhe ilm na hoga. Khuli qitab na ban, wo kab tujhe dost kehte kehte, muh mod jayenge tujhe ilm na hoga. Is rang-o-bu ki duniya mein, kis waqt rang badal jayenge tujhe ilm na hoga.

Chand Kadam Piche Khenche the, Par Yudh Se Palayan Nahi, Na Mai Arjun Is Mahabharat ka, Na Gandiv Ki Tankar Kahin, Dhritrashtra Hote To Tumhari Vivashta Samajh leta, Par Gandhari Ka Satkar Nahi, Dronacharya, Na Tum Is Yug Ke, Tumhare Chakravyuh Mein Wo Baat Nahi, Bhed Kar Nikal Hi Aaya, Cheete Ki Raftaar Nahi, Kachhue Si Chaal Sahi, Par Haar Kar Kabhi Thama Nahi. Wo Puchte Hai Ab Kya Karoge, Jeevan Yudh Kaise Ladoge, Tumhara Mai Karzdaar Nahi, Tumhare Saath Ki Koi Darkaar Nahi, Mai Tha Behta Paani, Ruka Ek Baar, To Padne Lagi Kai, Varsho Baad Phir Maine Raah Hai Pai, Kuchh Sath Chale, Kuchh Chhitak Alag Hue, Kuchh Ko Tarash Nayi Chamak Aai, Kuchh Se Seekh Nai Disha Hai Pai, Ganga Ka Veg Nahi, Madham Si Dhaar Sahi, Par Haar Kar Thamunga Nahi. Na Krishn Mai Is Yug Ka, Na Panchjanya Ka Shankhnaad Kahin, Geeta Ke Shlok Nahi, Par Ahankar Ke Bol Nahi, Anubhav Se Ye Baat Kahi, Shiv Hai Tera Aadhar, Shakti Niwase Muladhar, Bhagya Ka Sudarshan Nahi, Karmo Ke ...

Na Jane Kyun Mann Ashant Hai, Shamshaan Se Jaise Khogaya Ekaant Hai. Dhu Dhu Kar Jalti Dharti, Varsha Se Bhi Kahan Ise Aaram Hai, Sar Sarati, Bundo Se Takarati, Es Thandi Hawa Se Utsav Bhi Hairaan Hai, Khud Se Hi Kiya Maine Jung Ka Shankhnaad Hai, Ab Sunane Ko Shesh Na Koi Vrutant Hai, Nitya Naye Vicharon Se Paripoorna, Dhundhata Hu Ekant Ka Wo Shor, Jo Le Chale Mujhe Meri Manzil Ki Oor, Par Har Koshish Jaise Nakam Hai, Har Umeed Ko Jaise Poorn Viram Hai. Na Jane Kyun Mann Ashant Hai, Shamshaan Se Jaise Khogaya Ekaant Hai.

Kisi Ne Kaha Tha, Ke Intehan Tak Chaho To Mazee Ki Har Baat Bhula Wo Tumhara Hojayega, Kise Khabar Thi Ke Lafz Ban Wo Naam Phir Uski Zuban Par Aayega. Mazee Ki Har Baat Bhula Apnaya Unhe, Tut Kar Chaha Unhe, Jab Jab Roothe, Tab Tab Manaya Unhe, Khud Haar Kar Jeetna Sikhaya Unhe, Apne Ashqon Ko Poochh Har Waqt Hasaya Unhe, Apni Zindagi Ka Ehem Hissa Banaya Unhe, Dhadkan Hi Nahi Sason Mein Basaya Unhe. Na Jane Kahan, Kis Mod Par, Kya Hogaya, Mohabbat Ki Dor Se Piroya Khwabon Ka Har Gauhar Bikhar Gaya, Waqt Ki Dhul Pochh Wo Phir Hamare Darmayaan Hogaya, Apni Bebasi Ka Ehsaas Aaj Phir Hogaya, Ke Itne Saalon Baad Aaj, Aaj Phir Kahin Ateet Ki Parchhaa'een Mein Kho Gaya, Wo Rista Hua Zakhm De Kar Bhi Unki Yaadon Ka Hissa Bangaya, Aur Main Deewano Ki Tarah Chah Kar Bhi Oas Hogaya. Na Jane Kyun Koi Kehta Hai, Ke Intehan tak chaho to mazee ki har baat bhula wo tumhara Hota Hai.

Zindagi Ki Daud Mein Kho Sa Gaya Hun,   Kya Shaqsiyat Thi Meri Aur Kya Ho Gaya Hun. Dekhta Hun Jhalak Aa’eeneh Mein, Na Jane Kyun Shaqs Anjaan Hai, Yeh Soch Kar Baar Baar, Dil Mera Hairan Hai. Sawalon Ki Girhon Ka Koi To Ho Chhor, Suljh Jaye Jisse Zindagi Ki Dor. Kyun Nahi Ho Raha Nafs Ka Nafs Se Raabta, Be-Maqsad, Be-Manzil Safar Karne Aadat Na Thi, Phir Na Jane Kaise Zindagi Ki Raah Mein Khote Chala Hun, Kya Is Safar Mein, Apne Faisalon Ko Nateejon Mein Badalne Ki Fitrat Bhulte Chala Hun, Aagaaz Se Anjaam Ki Aadat Chhodte Chala Hun. Main Aisa To Na Tha ! Zindagi Ki Daud Mein Khote Chala Hun, Kya Shaqsiyat Thi Meri Aur Kya Hote Chala Hun. ……….ABHISHEK TOMAR

Nawkhez Kali Se Tere Lab, Ikseer Sa Qaboo Rakhta Tera Bosaa.  Shams Ka Noor Teri Nigahon Mein. Mahtaab Si Sheetalta Teri Bahon Mein. Shab-O-Roz Yehi Dua Karta Hun. Ke Har Sahar, Noor-E-Nazar Ho, Peshanee Pe Ho Tera Bosaa.  Din Dhale, Aur Har Shafaq Parwaan Chadhe Teri Bahon Mein. Khush-Naseeb Hun, Ke Ab Tanha Nai Hai Safar. Mil Gaya Hai Zindagi Ki Rahon Ka, Mujhko Bhi Humsafar.

In Nigahon Ko Tere Deedar Ka Hai Intezaar, Tanhai Mein Behte Ashqon Ki Tu Hai Pukaar, Ye Mat Pooch Ke Kyun Hai Ye Dil Bekaraar, Aa Bhi Ja, Ke In Nigahon Ko Tere Deedar Ka Hai Intezaar.   Mere Haseen Lamhon Ki, Hai Tu Khoobsurat Yaad-Gaar, Mere Unkahe Pehluon Ka, Hai Tu Raazdaar, Is Kavi Ki Kalpana Mein, Tera Hi Zikr Har Baar, Tu Humnafas, Tu Humnasheen, Tu Hi Hai Humsar, Aa Bhi Ja, Ke In Nigahon Ko Tere Deedar Ka Hai Intezaar. Zindagi Ke Imtihaano Mein, Tune Diya Saath Har Baar, Meri Duaaon Ka Hai Tu Jawaab,  Uska Ka Hi Noor Dikhe Hai Tujh Mein Baar Baar, Bayan Kar Nai Sakta Ke Kitna Tujhse Hai Pyaar, Hridya Dwar Pe Tere Khadi, Aavahan Karti, Meri Dhadkane Baar Baar, Sun Aavahan Inkna, Ban Bhagirathi Ki Dhaar,   Aa Bhi Ja, Ke In Nigahon Ko Tere Deedar Ka Hai Intezaar.                               ...