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Apney armaanon ka main katil hun

WO KEHTEY HAI;
‘AZEEZON KAY ARMAAN KARTA KAAMIL HUN;
APNEY ARMAANON KA MAIN KATIL HUN.

MAIN KEHTA HUN KAY;
APNEY ARMAAN KO KARNEY MUKAMMAL MAIN BHI CHALA THA;
ILM THA KAY USKEY JAZBAATON KATL MAIN KAR RAHA THA.

KYUN KAY WO KEHTI THI MUJHSEY;
 ‘AZEEZON KAY ARMAAN KARTA KAAMIL HUN;
APNEY ARMAANON KA MAIN KATIL HUN.

AAJ MAIN KEHTA UNSEY;
APNEY JAZBAATON KA KATIL MAIN TAB NA THA;
APNEY ARMAANON KO SEECHTA MAIN KAB NA THA;
JO SUKOON UNHEY LAGTA HAI KEY APNEY KHWAABON MAIN HAI;
WO UNKEY ARMAANON AUR JAZBAATON MAIN KAM NA THA.

KYUN KAY YAAD HAI MUJHEY;
APNEY ARMAAN KO KARNEY MUKAMMAL MAIN BHI CHALA THA;
ILM THA KAY USKEY JAZBAATON KATL MAIN KAR RAHA THA;
JO TABASSUM KABHI USKEY LABON PEY THA;
NA JANEY KYUN AAJ GUMSUM SA THA;
JO NOOR KABHI USKEY CHASHM MEIN THA;
NA JANEY KYUN AAJ GUM SA THA.

PHIR  BHI TUMHEY LAGTA HAI KAY;
APNEY ARMAANON KA MAIN KATIL HUN;
TO EK BAAT KEH DUN TUMHEY KAY;
JO NA HOTEY UNKEY KHWAAB KAAMIL;
TO JAROOR HOTA MAIN APNEY ARMAANON KA KATIL.


                                                …………………………ABHISHEK TOMAR
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